Beginning of Summer 2013

Today, is my second day of my summer break.  How did I spend my day?  I was at a teacher workshop with some coworkers.  It wasn't my favorite choice and how I could of spent my day.  I was reading some of my last blogs (which were from last summer).  Wow, many things have changed since then.  Relationships have changed (I really miss Kenny a lot.  I think about him everyday). Jobs have changed (I am not sure where God wants me to be, but I am not giving up applying for jobs).  It is exciting how God is working in my life; however, sometimes I want to say to God "Hey, I have had a lot of changes.  Please can you go to someone else and make changes in their life and not mine."  It is funny how I get the feeling he is not done with me.  Maybe that is a good thing.  God is powerful and strong.  Maybe God has bigger plans for my life than all that I see.  Life is like a big roller coaster with twists and turns.  Sometimes I feel so sick I want to get off, but something keeps me hanging on for the thrill.  Life would be boring if that path was straight and I knew everything about my life.  It is raining and even though I have a lot on my mind tonight.  I feel at peace hearing the thunder rolling in.  I love rain.  Thank you God for never giving up on me and bringing peace of mind in small things.